For the first time...

For the first time since learning how to knit, I won't be knitting anyone a Christmas gift... After the last knitted gift I gave away was basically called a cry for attention because of the timing of the finishing of said gift I can't gain the courage to knit another gift for someone and it kinda breaks my heart. I knitted a hat for someone and because it was finished and presented to the giftie by me the same day as her friend showed up from out of town I was some how screaming for attention by her guest. Since then, every time I try to cast on a gift all I feel in rejection.